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Here's a track that doesn't really matter anymore about an ex-girlfriend of mine who also doesn't really matter anymore. I do wish her the best and all that though, and it's a decent tune for what it is. Shout to Moleskin on the production - hope you enjoy guys! Stay safe, much love.
lyrics
SORRY THAT I MESSED UP...
SORRY THAT I STRESSED YA...
I COULDN'T HANDLE THE PRESSURE...
I SHOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER...
SORRY THAT I MESSED UP...
SORRY THAT I STRESSED YA...
I COULDN'T HANDLE THE PRESSURE...
I SHOULD HAVE BEEN CLEVER
MAYBE YOU WERE JUST TOO MUCH LADY
MAYBE I WAS JUST NOT ENOUGH GENT
BUT YOU'VE LEFT NOW AND I CAN'T GO WHERE YOU WENT
I'M NOT NAIVE, I CAN'T MAKE YOU RELENT
MAYBE YOU WERE JUST TOO MUCH WOMAN
MAYBE I WAS JUST NOT ENOUGH MAN
BUT I SEE WHY YOU DON'T WANNA BE WHERE I AM
I'M A FIX UP NOW, I KNOW THAT I CAN
[AND I KNOW THAT I'LL BE A BETTER MAN GOING FORWARD.
YOU DESERVED FAR MORE DEVOTION FROM ME. I NEVER GOT MY HEAD AROUND WHAT A WONDERFUL WOMAN YOU ARE IN YOUR OWN RIGHT, NEVER MIND WHAT AN IDEAL PARTNER YOU ALWAYS TRIED TO BE FOR ME. I THINK ABOUT HOW I LITERALLY THREW AWAY THE OPPORTUNITY TO BUILD SOMETHING TRULY GREAT WITH YOU. THE STOP STOPS ME DEAD IN MY TRACKS, EVERY TIME, WHEREVER I AM.]
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WE WENT ROUND IN CIRCLES I MUST ADMIT I WAS MAINLY TO BLAME..
I DIDN'T INTEND THIS TYPE OF AN END BUT IN HINDSIGHT I WAS ON GAMES..
YOU SAID YOU THINK THAT I THINK IT'S A JOKE
NOT TRUE, RIGHT NOW I FEEL SHAME..
I CAN SAY WITH SOME ASSURANCE MY FUTURE ACTIONS WON'T BE THE SAME..
WE WENT ROUND IN CIRCLES I MUST ADMIT I WAS MAINLY THE CAUSE..
I DIDN'T INTEND THIS TYPE OF AN END
BUT IN HINDSIGHT I WAS SO FLAWED..
I GAVE SO MUCH TIME TO MY OWN FEELS
NEVER REALLY DID CHECK YOURS..
SO MANY ACTIONS COULD HAVE BEEN AVOIDED
BUT I NEVER ONCE DID PAUSE..
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I DON'T THINK I EVER FOCUSED
MAYBE APART FROM WHEN YOUR LEGS OPENED
I LOOK BACK ON IT FEELING SO HOPELESS
'COS I REALLY WAS THE WORST OF ALL JOKERS
I DID SAY THAT I FELT A BIT BOGUS
WE THOUGHT THAT OUR CONNECTION MIGHT MOULD US
THEN I HAD A BRAIN FREEZE AND I FUCKED IT
YOU'RE NEVER GONNA THINK ME CAN BE TRUSTED
AND YOU'RE SO PROPER
I'M SO SORRY THAT I NEVER DID MOVE PROPER
I'M A FOOL, I'M A CLOWN, I'M A WHOPPER,
SET THE RULES, LET YOU DOWN, I'M A TOSSER
AND I'M SURE THAT YOU THINK I'M A MOCKER
BUT I'VE GOT A GOOD HEART IN MY LOCKER AND I
SHOULD HAVE DONE BETTER, LAST YEAR WAS A SHOCKER...
IT'S CLEAR THAT IT'S ME WHO FLOPPED US
[AND HONESTLY, I THINK YOU'LL GET EXACTLY WHAT YOU DESIRE AND DESERVE IN A MAN IN FUTURE. I'VE GOT IT WITHIN ME TO BE HONEST, BUT FOR ONE REASON OR ANOTHER, I NEVER FULLY BROUGHT IT OUT FOR YOU. I DON'T KNOW IF IT WAS THE DRUGS OR THE ANXIETY. OR IF THE FORMER BROUGHT THE LATTER ON. WHAT'S FOR SURE IS I LET YOU DOWN.]
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SO HERE'S MY LAST VERSE FOR YOU
THESE'LL BE MY LAST WORDS FOR YOU
I'M SORRY I BROUGHT SO MUCH HURT TO YOU
PLEASE BELIEVE THAT I'M HURTING TOO
I'M GLAD THERE WON'T BE ANY FURTHER FEUDS
WE'RE GROWN AND WE BOTH GOT WORK TO DO
I STILL WISH THAT I COULD TURN TO YOU
BUT NOW IT'S HIGH TIME THAT I LEARN TO MOVE ON
I WISH YOU THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE PLANS
I WISH YOU THE BEST WITH YOUR FUTURE MAN
I DIDN'T SHOW ENOUGH LOVE, I HOPE HE CAN
NEXT TIME I'M GONNA NOT BE PRANG
NEXT TIME I'M GONNA SHARE MY HEART
I KNOW NOW THAT'S WHY WE'RE APART...
I NEVER PUT ENOUGH WORK IN
NEVER FULLY SWITCHED ON FROM THE START
credits
released March 26, 2020
Moleskin (track production)
Grime lyric writer and record-onto-tracks-er. Been floating around the underground for a bit, managed to pull off the odd
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